This Is The Way I Tell Stories

would you try to understand ?

2012-02-08T17:28:00.000-08:00

sometimes , i have my really own thoughts you know . i have my own idea about things i went through . contohnya kalau ada benda tak kena , or you got problems , or else , i sometimes wanted to share my ideas on how to solve things and all but , unfortunately , no one will listen to mine . i don't know why . is it me or is it them ? sampai sometimes aku rasa macam "AM I THAT STUPID THAT NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR ME ?" and sometimes when it comes to my loved one , hmmm . just wondering when will he ever listen to me on things in life ni lah . hm , cause the problem is , HE NEVER LISTENS ! i don't mind , really i don't , tapii , walaupun taknak buat apa yang kite fikir tu , at least , give me a chance to actually express my own thoughts . that would be more than enough my dear . really , i am a mahasiswa who really needs to brainstorm my so-poor-brain ni . so please , when i need to say something , let me be . i wanna talk too ! and this is not a protes-kinda post , ini cuma luahan hati I yang terpendam ni nyahhh hikhik . kesiann kann ? kat sini je boleh bagitau semua , ckp depan depan takde orang sudi nak dengooo nyewwwww -,- ( kesian kau hidayah , BOO YOU ! ) im so sad you know , so so so soooo sad , really sad :'( would somebody hug me now ? hm awakk ?

>.<"

P/S : SYG , ONCE YOU READ , THINK . DON'T ARGUE . I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS . AT ALL .

Kahwin Muda : Bahagia atau Derita

2012-02-07T09:56:00.001-08:00

ceramah dari Ustaz Kazim td , gave students , a seriously big impact (deshummmm) DUSHHH ! and for me , bunyi gini ye (twingg) hehe sbb terus ada magik , buat kite rasa NAK KAHWIN , masa tu jugak ye . masa tu jugak . but then i started to think , whatwould life be then i f i got married . all I can see is HAPPINESS , tapu , just wondering la kan , takkan tkde keburukannya . there must be something kan . tp ceramah was great ! had real fun and it really gives me big impact cause just tadi , aku dh terpikir what would my babies look like and how would i make babies uuuuuuuuu -,- ( errr ? )

p/s : sayangg , kahwin ? hikhik (♥.♥)

i miss my boyfreng yang stucked in Kelantan

2012-01-28T01:19:00.000-08:00

"why go kelantan baby ? what if i winduww you ? no go kelantan pwishh ?"

but still , you goo ! why do this to me baby , no pity to mummy ke ? hmm . see , mummy missesssss youuu :( balik la syg . i miss youuuuuuu :( hm . rmmber when we go fr a movie on saturday ? ohhhh today's saturday , ohhh , one bored saturdayy :'( i miss you syg . gt back soon ! kite balik perak ahad pagi tau syg . you better be thre ! :'(

p/s : kita pakai jam awak all the time u know ! :']

BOYS ! THIS IS A MUST READ STORY

2012-01-27T16:46:00.000-08:00

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

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Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out

i hate you ! i hate you ! and yes , i lie !

2012-01-27T08:13:00.000-08:00

just tell me , how can i hate you ? i cant ! kenapa nk rply lmbbt lmbt like shit , i hate it you know . yes kite kuat jealous , how long hv you know me ? tkkn tk reti2 ? kte blh fikir mcm mcm bentuk kecurangan yg awk blh buat in a second tahu tk ? PLEASe PLEASE PLEASE ! treat me like a girlfriend , not a slave ! i waited fr you , fr hours awk tahu tak ! i could've died not having you even fr a mins , i know it's too much , but im sorry i cant help craving fr you :'(

stop it will ya

2012-01-17T07:02:00.001-08:00

i hate us . i hate us . i hate us . i miss the old us :'(

thnk you syg !

2012-01-06T19:17:00.001-08:00

for the first time , dia setuju nk naik bas dgn akuuu ! itu je , i cnt write as i can't even think . im wayy too happy . Thank You Allah ! :)

Kisah Junko Furota , walaupun dah lama , tiba tiba rasa ngeri -__-"

2011-12-31T01:06:00.000-08:00

Salam semua. Tadi saya terbaca tentang Junko Furota, seorang mangsa seks yang paling dahsyat didera. Beliau telah diculik, didera, dirogol dan dibunuh selama 44 hari oleh 4 orang pembunuh paling sadis. Honestly, sebelum ni saya tak pernah dengar mangsa rogol yang didera sedahsyat beliau. Saya cuba mencari maklumat tentang Junko dalam Bahasa Melayu, tapi masih tiada. Jadi saya mengambil keputusan untuk mengumpul maklumat yang saya ada dan mengalihbahasa kepada Bahasa Melayu. Kisah beliau perlu diketahui semua manusia.

Menurut sesetengah sumber, Junko Furota dilahirkan pada 22 November 1972. Berasal dari Misato, wilayah Saitama. Maklumat ibubapanya tidak dapat diselidiki, barangkali dilakukan oleh pihak berkuasa untuk melindungi maklumat keluarga beliau.

Pada 25 November 1988, ketika beliau baru sahaja berusia 16 tahun, beliau telah diculik oleh 4 orang lelaki. Mereka membawanya dan kemudian mengurungnya di kediaman keluarga Kamisaku, iaitu salah seorang penculik beliau. Rumah tersebut terletak di Ayase, di daerah Adachi, Tokyo. Mereka memperkenalkan Junko sebagai seorang teman wanita kepada salah seorang daripada mereka. Berikut ialah senarai penculik Junko:

Hiroshi Miyano (宮野裕史 Miyano Hiroshi) (Pesalah pertama. Telah menukar namanya kepada Hiroshi Yokoyama setelah dilepaskan dari penjara(横山裕史 Yokoyama Hiroshi))
Jō Ogura (小倉譲 Ogura Jō) (Menukar namanya kepada Jō Kamisaku (神作譲 Kamisaku Jō?))
Shinji Minato (湊伸治 Minato Shinji)
Yasushi Watanabe (渡邊恭史 Watanabe Yasushi)
Tetsuo Nakamura (中村哲夫 Nakamura Tetsuo)
Kōichi Ihara (伊原孝一 Ihara Kōichi)
Untuk menutup perbuatan mereka, salah seorang daripada penjenayah tersebut menyuruh Junko menghubungi ibubapanya dan memberitahu bahawa beliau telah lari dari rumah dan sedang berada dengan temannya dan ‘tidak dalam bahaya’.

Sepanjang dikurung, Junko pernah beberapa kali cuba melarikan diri, tetapi tidak berjaya dan akan diseksa dengan lebih dahsyat setelah ditangkap. Beliau juga banyak kali merayu kepada ibubapa Kamisaku iaitu tuan rumah tempat beliau dikurung untuk membantu beliau, tetapi mereka takut diapa-apakan oleh penculiknya. Tambahan pula, salah seorang daripada penculik beliau merupakan pemimpin rendah yakuza, dan memberi amaran akan menyuruh kenalannya membunuh sesiapa yang cuba masuk campur.

Seksaan-seksaan yang Junko deritai:

HARI PERTAMA:

Diculik.

Dirogol (lebih daripada 400 kali)

Kebuluran dan kekurangan nutrisi

Makan lipas untuk makanan dan minum air kencing sendiri

Dipaksa onani

Dipaksa berbogel di hadapan penculiknya

Dicucuh dengan pemetik api

Dubur dan kemaluannya dimasukkan objek asing

HARI SEBELAS:

Dipukul berulang-ulang kali

Mukanya dihadapkan ke lantai konkrit dan penculiknya melompat di atas kepalanya

Tangan diikat ke syiling dan badannya dijadikan punching bag

Hidungnya dipenuhi darah yang banyak sehingga hanya dapat bernafas melalui mulut

Alat pengangkat berat dijatuhkan ke atas perutnya

Muntah ketika cuba minum air (perutnya tidak dapat menerima air)

Cuba melarikan diri dan dicucuh rokok di lengannya

Dituang cecair mudah terbakar di atas kakinya, kemudian dibakar (barangkali untuk mengelakkan dia melarikan diri)

Botol dimasukkan ke dalam duburnya, mengakibatkan kecederaan

HARI 20:

Tidak dapat berjalan dengan betul kerana luka terbakar yang teruk di kaki

Dipukul dengan buluh

Duburnya dimasukkan mercun dan kemudian dinyalakan

Tangan dihempap dengan objek berat dan kukunya dipecahkan

Dipukul dengan kayu golf

Rokok dicucuh ke dalam kemaluan

Dipukul dengan batang besi berulang kali.

Dipaksa tidur di balkoni dalam cuaca musim sejuk

Batang besi pemanggang untuk memanggang ayam dimasukkan ke dalam kemaluan dan dubur mengakibatkan pendarahan

HARI 30:

Lilin panas dititiskan ke muka

Kelopak mata dibakar dengan pemetik api

Dicucuk jarum di bahagian dada

Puting buah dada kiri di potong dan dihancurkan dengan playar

Mentol lampu yang panas dimasukkan ke dalam kemaluan

Pendarahan yang teruk di kemaluan akibat dimasukkan gunting

Tidak boleh membuang air kecil dengan baik

Kecederaan yang teruk sehingga mengambil masa satu jam untuk turun dan pergi ke tandas

Gegendang telinga mengalami kerosakan yang teruk

Saiz otak mengecut

HARI 40:

Merayu penyeksanya “membunuhnya dan membiarkan semuanya berakhir”

I JANUARI 1989:

Menyambut tahun baru bersendirian.

Badannya sudah hilang rupa dan fungsi asal.

Tidak dapat bergerak daripada lantai.

HARI 44 (HARI KEMATIAN):

Penculiknya memukul tubuhnya dengan batang besi angkat berat, menggunakan alasan kalah bermain mahjong untuk berbuat demikian. Junko berdarah dengan sangat teruk di mulut dan hidungnya. Mereka membakar muka dan matanya dengan lilin.

Cecair pemetik api disimbah ke kaki, tangan, muka dan perut, kemudian api dinyalakan. Seksaan terakhir Junko ini mengambil masa lebih dua jam. Tidak lama kemudian, Junko meninggal dunia dalam kesakitan.

Update: Menurut maklumat tambahan daripada pembaca, setelah kematian Junko Furota, pembunuh-pembunuhnya menyangkakan dia berpura-pura mati, lalu membalut mayatnya dengan selimut dan menyumbatnya ke dalam beg pakaian. Setelah itu, mereka memasukkan beg itu ke dalam tong dram 55 gelen dan membancuh simen ke dalam tong itu, dan membuangnya ke sebuah saluran di tanah terbiar di Koto, Tokyo. Sesetengah laporan menyebut bahawa ibu Junko pengsan setelah mengetahui kisah sebenar yang berlaku kepada anaknya dan terpaksa menjalani terapi, walau bagaimanapun sesetengah yang lain mengatakan ibu bapanya telah lama mengetahui keadaannya ketika didera di rumah Kamisaku, tetapi tidak dapat berbuat apa-apa kecuali merayau-rayau di sekeliling rumah tersebut.

So that’s all peeps. Menurut sumber, lebih 100 orang mengetahui keadaan Junko di rumah tersebut, tetapi tidak dapat dipastikan mereka turut merogol atau menderanya atau cuma melawat rumah tersebut. Walau bagaimanapun, tiada siapa di antara 100 orang tersebut cuba menghubungi pihak polis.

Penjenayah tersebut tidak dikenakan tindakan yang berat. Mereka juga cuma didakwa atas ‘mencederakan anggota badan sehingga membawa kematian’ dan bukannya ‘pembunuhan’. Keluarga Junko cuba membawa kes tersebut semula ke mahkamah, tetapi gagal kerana penemuan bukti iaitu air mani dan bulu kemaluan yang tidak menepati DNA penjenayah. Pendapat saya, bukti tu boleh ditukar. Sebab salah seorang daripada penjenayah tersebut ialah ahli yakuza, yang mempunyai cara untuk memastikan mereka tidak akan dikenakan hukuman yang berat. Mereka hanya dikenakan hukuman maksimum penjara 4, 6 dan 8 tahun masing-masing, dan penjara 20 tahun kepada ketua penjenayah tersebut. Keadilan tidak tertegak untuk Junko. Penjenayahnya masih bebas hingga kini (tidak dapat dipastikan penjenayahnya terbunuh atau terselamat sewaktu tsunami melanda). Ini ialah peringatan kepada semua untuk melindungi anak-anak, adik beradik daripada menjadi mangsa kejadian seperti ini. Semoga Allah melindungi kita semua.

P/s : tak pernah lagi dengar kes sedahsyat ni. yang lain, lepas rogol kena bunuh. takdela sampai didera berulang2 sampai 44 hari sampai nyawa-nyawa ikan!

copy from Kisah Seorang Budak U

rindu pulok boipreng aku ni -,- haih

2011-12-25T05:59:00.000-08:00

bila ada gaduh , bila tkde rindu pulok . susoh sungguh hahah . labatt nye habis cuti ni adehh haha . pelik pelik bf aku ni . letih nk layan . haa , dhla habiskan mr potato org dlm bas ! wekkk ! tk malu ;p ehhe . dhtu merajuk td , pdhl battery org nk habis . siyan kakla call masuk voicemail -_- haha yg paling pelik , suruh main moneydrop , nak menang iPhone katanyaaaaa hehe comell laa syg MEOWWWWWW ! hehe . i miss youu ♥♥♥♥♥♥

YAYYY BALIK ! ;D

2011-12-23T15:11:00.000-08:00

harini balik rumahhh ! weeeeeee ! balik smpai KL sentral , pergi Taman melati , dihar wil pick me up there ;p can't wait ! hadi will be thre too i guess . oh , guess i miss him much ;D yaawww bro ! whatsup haha . BUT the most important thing to do now , is to know where to turun , haaaaa ! naik naik kang tk berhenti hahah . seriously , this is my first time naik lrt ? pathetic kan ? haa -,- luckily aizat will be thre , he'll watch my steps awwwwwww sweet kan ? "nanti awak dah naik , baru abg naik train balik seremban" HE SAID , okay bila org garang jadi sweet , that will be the moment i fll for him , again again and again ;D ticket to terengganu pn dh bapak belikan so tinggal naik bas je kot ? again , hadi will be going home with me too :D so , nothing to be afraid of lg dh . doakan kami selamat sampai okay ! :D fuh , what a journey ! ;D

p/s : ada org nak belanja McDonalds ! <3

ER SETALKER

2011-12-23T15:10:00.000-08:00

EQZAR AFLAN stalker hahahah . oooo , main post blog aku kt fb eh ! igt apa ? aku takut ? haha nk menganjing ? haa nganjingg ah ! dok takut ponggg ! haha g Mesir baru tau ! -,- eqzar gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

why ?

2011-12-22T02:24:00.000-08:00

is it me or is it awak yg mmg dh fedup ? awk mmg dh tknk ke apa ni ? i dnt gt it . hm . kite dh try ckp elok elok but still kena mrh , WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU ? hm , awk , dr smlm , sbb benda kecik awk ckp awk dh tknk kite . awak , semua tu alasan je ke ? awk mmg dh tknk or what ? hm come on tell me ! jgn buat kite rasa serabut hm . kite tkkn tunggu kalau awk mmg dh tknk . kite tknk buang masa kita kalau awk dh tk syg kite lgsg . hm , awk nk bodohkan kite ke apa ? kite tknk . kite dh try ckp ngn awk elok elok . sbb tknk awk anggap kite tk pcaya or mrh awk . tp awk ttp mrh jugak hm . kite rasa mcm trauma nk bcakap awk tau tk hm . kite ckp , kena hentam , ckp , kena hentam . jgn la mcmni , tlg la , kalau awk syg , awk buat cara awk syg . awk blh je ckp elok elok ngn kite , pernah ke bile awk ckp elok elok , kite mengamuk ? hm . tk pernah kan hm . kite hrp awk fikir lah baik baik ye hm . kite syg awk . kite tknk kurang ajar ngn awk , tp bila awk kurang ajar ngn kite , awk nk kite buat apa ? kite sakit hati tau hm . kite cuba tolerate tp awk mrh mrh , kite terasa . hm . tlg lah ubah cara awk ckp tu . kite ni girlfriend awk , bukan org lain . hm knp dgn org lain awk blh ckp elok elok , ngn kite , girlfriend awak ni , yg awk kata syg , yg teman awk siang mlm ni , yg sanggup susah utk awk ni , awk ckp kasar kasar ? kite tk faham . explain will ya ? -.-"

awaaaaaaaak nii ! :'(

2011-12-21T07:13:00.000-08:00

apa status awk cmtu ? hmm , tgk kwn kwn awk ckp apa nnti . hmm . kite tau la , kite slh , tp kot ye pun , jgn lah update sttus cmtu , awak , kite blh je sbr , knp tk awk ? hmm . td kite sabar sgt tau . kite tknk gaduh gaduh dh , kite tarik diri dr benda tu , kite msge awk baik baik , kite tahan je nk marah . Allah je tahu betapa susah kite nk jd mcm skrg ni . hm thanks to you . so kite harap awak tk hancurkan lah usaha kite ni . kita nk awak sama sama lah try . hmm . okay ? kite haraaaap sgt awk baca nii -.-" kite cuma nk awk tahu . kite tk berani nk bgtau awk skrg ni kite takut awk mrh mrh . so kt sini jela kite tulis hm . awk , kite rasa sbnrnye benda ni , kalau salah sorg buat slack skrg ni , mesti dh tkde dh kite dua ni tau hm . kira mcm dh retak tunggu nk pecah je ni . hmm sbb tu kite tknk pecah belah tu jadi , kite tk kisah lah kena sabar tahap mcmane pun . kalau awak marah , kita janji akan try sabar . so kite harap time kite kecik hati or marah , awak akan jadi vaksinnya , can ah sayang ? :)

we fight we brake up , we kiss we make up

2011-12-19T22:32:00.000-08:00

i cant stop loving you , meowwww ! ;D we had a fight , and we went thru it dengan penuh tabah wakakakak . sempat jugak single kejap ye awak . haa . but its okay , time tu ajar kite how to actually aprrciate you . haihh . guess you've been too nice selama ni ? yeah awk garang but last time i checked , awk tk pernah tinggi suara kt kite ,i did ! hm . teruk kan ? so , here i am , apologizing and promising that I , Nur Hidayah Binti Hosni , will try , the best that I can to keep you close to my heart forever , sampai ke habis (: *sweet tak syg ? I LOVE YOU MORE haha

how could you

2011-11-18T01:04:00.000-08:00

hm "tertekan internet dua kali syg" hmm , awk , i dont buy kids stories okay . that was lame . dont gimme lame excuses im not a child who'd buy tht kind of excuses . hm . i dont mind you txting anyone , but at least tell me , hm . i dont mind . YELAH TU HIDAYAH . okay , i would mind . tp kurang lah sakit hati kite tu kalau awk at least bgtahu . hm kan dh pecah tembelang . kite sakit hati , awk sakit telinga , SUKE KE ? nasib kite dh habis period pain , kalau tak mati awk kena sembur hm . awk , kite rindu awk , rindu sgt :'( nnti balik jumpe k syg ?

LOVE YOU :(

ingatkan awk block -.-"

2011-11-18T00:43:00.000-08:00

dok tahuu pun awk deactivate . hmm . sorry , igtkn awk block sy sorang jeeee . hmm . sorry la , igtkn awk balas dendamm -.- hm , mmg kejap pn awk deactive hm . pasni tkyh ah deactive gitu , hm , sorry lah psl semua benda dr dulu smpai skrg . ok ? sy hrp awk maafkan la . sy sorry k ? hm , sy tk tuduh awk pun nk bls dendam ke apa , sy cuma rasa je . biasalah org bila dh salah , mmg lah hidup mcm dikejar bayang bayang sendiri -.-"
sy harap awk fhm knp sy takut k ? okay . mintak halal semua benda ;)

p/s : awk nk hntr sy dk mlm ni ? :p *wink

dah nak balik :)

2011-11-17T19:05:00.000-08:00

malam ni , pergi KL , dgn yana hee . and esok beru off to Perak <3 doakan keselamtan kawan kawan . hee :) seri iskandarians , wait ah , i come . syg , jgn pergi mana mana , nnti kite smpai , first thing i wanna see is you :) Yana , gt yr bag packeddd ! :p

can't wait <3

salah siapa ?

2011-11-17T16:18:00.001-08:00

I read your post , tp takkan sy nk biar awk tk terpujuk ? sy try , sy call awak , msge semua . adik awk ckp awk dlte , awk tau tk , patutnya kes kite ni , sy yg terasa . hm . weh , sy sayang gila kat awak tau dok ? awk kawan saya , sy takkan tinggal kwn kwn sy sbb boyfriend saya or sebab mana mana lelaki . awk ingat tk sy pernah ckp cmtu kat korang kot ? hm . saya igt lagi awk malam bbq kite tu , kan kite ckp pasal kiamat semua tu kan ? awak ingt tk awak ckp "weh , lepas ni kuo pakai tudung eh ? kuo rumoh tutup semua , jumpe aizat pun pakai tudung eh ? Aku sayang mu" masa tu saya nangis gila gila . hm . sy terharu sgt masa tu . masa tu saya rasa awakah kawan terbaik saya ada . mana ada kwn kwn sy suruh saya tutup aurat ? tkde . AWAK SORANG JE . and pasal cerita dulu pasal saya ngan *&%^$# tu , fikirla itu salah siapa , knp awk tk terima dia awal awal ? KAMI SEMUA suruh awak terima kite , sy sampai serabut dh ngn die tu , pun awk tk terima . sy suruh dia pergi , cari awak . kami sama sama setuju nk blah dari hidup masing masing . sbb sy pun tk syg dia langsung . dia pun sama . tp sy macam terkejuut lah kalau awak nak balas dendam kes tu sbb itu mmg bukan salah saya dan #$%^*@ sbb kami dah cuba , awak yang taknak . saya tak cari dia pun . dia yang datang cari saya . salah saya lagi ke ? kenapa awak tk balas dendam kat die ? kenapa saya ? hm . tp takpelah . Kawan , kalau awak baca , saya sayang awak . Kalau awk tknk unblock saya tkpelah , nk buat macamane kan ? hm tkpela , Salam , Jaga Diri baik baik kat sana :)

Guilty as charged ,

Nur Hidayah .

setelah lama terpendam , poof ! --'

2011-11-09T10:59:00.000-08:00

semua nya terbongkar , di Twitter , hm , akhirnya si polan dan si polan berbaik :)

PENGAJARAN : lain kali jgn simpan dendam , nnti memakan diri , kan dh kena atas kepala :)

Talking to The Moon - Bruno Mars

2011-11-01T05:58:00.000-07:00

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

p/s : Bulan , talk to me , my boyfriend doesnt talk to me anymore , who else do I have than Allah S.W.T && you , bulan :'(

AIZAT , remember ? ni je yang tinggal lepas semua yang awak + kite buang haritu :'(

AND this , this is the first time we ever been together to Bandar U kan sayang ? can recall ? :')

I Seriuosly Think I Should ...

2011-10-31T22:42:00.000-07:00

1 ) bersedia , man! result dh nak keluar . omy , what will happen ? --'
2 ) eat less , internet less , talk less , sentap less & walk more
3 ) MATANG SIKIT , HIDAYAH ! #TAK LARINYA BOYFRIEND KAU TU .
4 ) save more , spend more
5 ) respect more
6 ) less hoping on something that is absolutely not technically mine anymore --'
7 ) work more , rest less .
8 ) WRITE LESS

after few seconds ..

now i think i should

1 ) talk shit more , more and more
2 ) and be myself , i mean , the way i am before . #guess i just miss myself ?

well , being me is really hard , as in SUPER hard ! because , by being me , i wont be able to do those 7 things , so guess imma stick to the old things I used to do or be , and HAPPILY BE MYSELF , AGAIN . im sorry i cant pretend to be someone that will satisfy everybody when the real me is crying for being super hypocrite :)

p/s : ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE LAST TIME I FEEL GOOD , GOOD JOB HIDAYAH ! IM SO PROUD OF YOU :)

GIGI

2011-10-30T06:34:00.001-07:00

okay guys , entry ini , adalah sangat unik . sila lihat gambar ini , JUDGE :)

LIHAT ! GIGI SAYA PATAHSSS , HAHA . WHY ? DONT ASK !

lots and lots of talk

2011-10-29T04:48:00.000-07:00

harini , 29th Oct , aizat masuk kerja . goodluck honey . do yr best ;)

AND NANA , SHE CAME . TO .. PICK UP HER PHONE , THAT SHE .. LEFT , YESTERDAY , WHAT A JOKE . HA-HA . C'MON GUYS . LAUGH WITH ME . HAHA

AND I , downloaded soooooooo freaking much of justin bieber's photos and videos , what a freak haha . and do I look like I care ? NO ! because I Love You Justin !

when I say Justin , you say Bieber , "JUSTIN !" ;) ( THANK YOU )

KISS ME ON MY LIPS , JB , I HEART YOU <3

Nasrul Suhaimin Bin Saifuddin

2011-10-26T04:15:00.000-07:00

Isn't he the hottest ?

24 days to go .

2011-10-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

cant help that i miss him so much . ive try , reallly hard to not to write about him , or even think about him , but im so sorry i just cant . he's sooooo my life , so what else am i going to talk about if it isnt about my life right ? O ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY , Kau kuatkanlah aku , kau temukanlah jodoh kami , kekalkanlah jodoh kami , hingga akhir nafasku Ya Allah . Amiin :)

p/s : I Love You honey , sampai jodoh kita habis ;)

Vera Wang , RAWRR !

2011-10-24T01:38:00.000-07:00

i waaannttt this !

AND THISSS !

ANDDDDDDDD THISSS !

homaiiigod ! can I just have 'em for my wedding ? Please ? i'd rather not to eat for months to have this , just to have this babbbeeyy !

p/s : SAYANG , can I ? ;DD

Resepi Rahsia Part II

2011-10-23T21:17:00.000-07:00

we ( me , sha , dyla , anis , mutek , asiyah & tiq ) went to secret recipe ystrdy . hee , we ate , ALOT ! JYEAHH ! biasaa lah dh lama tk jumpa . but unfrtntly , eyna , min & bie tkde ;( but its okay , we had fun <3 so here's photos taken :) , ENJOY .

minee ! nyum nyumm <3

sha's , ewwwww , i hate sepagetisss hahah

Dyla's Bananas Split

Mutiah's , rawrrr !

US <3

AAND THIS IS WHAT WE'VE GOT TO PAY , FOR HAPPINESS .

AND

after that , we went karaoke :) andd , the phots cannot be uploaded , idk why , err , this freaking helllllllish wifi really gt into my nerves , sumpah tk tipu -,- grr ! but its okayy , i had fun yesterday , real fun .

p/s : I almost frgt how to have fun until you guys came , Thank You guys , I Love You , All of you . <3

nak remote untuk control masa boleh ?

2011-10-22T07:26:00.001-07:00

i want a beyond pvr kinda remote . hehe .

I NEED BACKWARD BUTTON so i can go backwards when I first saw you

I NEED A FAST FORWARD BUTTON so i can skip the period when we gt into big fight

I NEED A PAUSE BUTTON to pause when it comes to time when you make me laugh

I NEED A STOP BUTTON to make sure that it never come to an end , so I can stop at the time when we're happy with each other , so it remains till I die :)

AND I WILL KEEP CLICK ON THE PLAY BUTTON , AND THE OTHER BUTTONS , TILL I DIE :)

I LOVE YOU SAYANG . I'D LOVE HAVING YOU AROUND FOR THE REST OF MY BEAUTIFUL LIFE ♥

Hi Everybody , I Can't Sleep ;)

2011-10-20T13:25:00.000-07:00

Hi , you're asleep ? yeah . go gt some sleep ! cool , how nice of you asking , must've been great to have a great rest yeah ? JYEAAAHHH ! me ? noo . i can't ! i just can't . thr's just smthing in my head , keep bothering me , keep walking around my head , ARRGHH i can't stand , i just can't stand this ! errr , why gt so emo , sisssy ? c'mon , itu perkara lama , dont judge , ask ! NICELY . hm , wow wow wait , i've been told that , 'the thing' never happened before , butttt , what did i just see ? do you think im some kind of nerdie or what , i know things ! I SEE THINGS CLEARLY . ya think im that stupid ? ooouuu , you really think im that stupid huh ? WELL , TETTT ! YOU'RE SO WRONG ! BUT , to think about it , as an old matter , #zaman tak matang punya hal , shouldn't be a problm , butttt , why did you lie at first my dear ? you could've told me before , yeah , mungkin segan , thinking tht this might not be a 'rahsia-yang-akan-bocor' , you kept this all alone , all this while . haish , mana boleh lagu tu . hm . but its okay , nvm , i'll tolerate #baiknya hidayah , bangga nob ! ah tkpyh nk noob sgt la weh , i will forgive , kalau kena cara you mintak maaf , FULLSTOP .

im not sleeping yet though

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY EYNA ! :)

2011-10-19T09:51:00.000-07:00

aina , sbnrnya aku baru tahu harini birthday mu haha . aku tgk kt fb . betul ke dk aku tk tahu hehe . tp tkpela , anyway , HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3

P/S : I LOVE YOU , I MISS YOU && BALIKLAH CEPATTT ! KINDA MISS HANGING OUT W YOU GUYS ;'(

Nama dia Aizat :)

2011-10-17T04:55:00.001-07:00

Gambar Paaaaaaaaaaaling Comel dalam dunia !

nama dia aizat , dia comel . die suke teman kite makan . makan kat mana mana semua dia teman . walaupun kadang kadang dia marah sebab lambat hehe . tp die teman . OH ! dulu pernah dia tunggu lima minit pastu dia blah , sedih kan ? tapi dia dtg balik . dia selalu dtg balik . dia tak pernah tinggal kite lame lame :) kalau kite merajuk , walaupun kadang kadang kalau DIA RASA dia tak salah , dia tak pujuk , tapi bile fikir fikir balik , rasa macam rugi merajuk , so kite pun okay lah . hm , tapi dia tukang pujuk paaaling hebat dalam dunia . semua org taktau nak pujuk mcm dia . sorang pun tk pandai ! :) dia baik tau ! paling baik . hee . jari dia semua comel comel + dengan kuku kuku die yang comel tuuuu . awwww ! hehe . rasa nak gigit gigit . comel sgttt ! smua orang takde kuku macam tu , sebab tu die punya , sorrrrang . pastu kan , kalau die gelak , kelaaaakar sgt , bunyi die .. mcm (herk herk herk , herk herk herk ) #sambil tersedut sedut badan dgn perut hehe . comel sgt , takde org boleh gelak mcm dia . lagi , bau dia wangi sgt , perfume dia . heee . awwww ! cair kite taaaaaauuuuu ! hehe && die suuuke sgt mandi , asyik asyik mandi , baguslaaa . wangiii hehehe . kite rindduuu sgt kat die , rindu nak makan ngan die , rindu nk share share hotdoggg kecik tu kan awak ? rindun nk mkn karipap uptown ngn die , KARIPAP KARIPAP CINTA betullla LOL eee yucks hmm :'( hari hari kite tutup mata kite nampak jari die , jari die je , sbb comel . :'( KITE RINDU KAT DIE LA . nama die aizat . dia lah yang terbaik , dari dulu , sampai sekarang && doakan untuk masa depan . kenapalah lambat sgt kite jumpa die ? ;) korang rasa die nak kahwin tak ngan kite ? weee ! :) #muka gatall . ape pun , kkite nak cakap , dengan izin Allah , kite nak jadi isteri die , die sorrang je . kite nak . ikhlas sampai jodoh kite habis :)

p/s untuk die : awaaaak , kite tak nangis pun wak , kite tak nangis pun . LANGSUNG TAK NANGIS :'(

kadang - kadang , bila tak jauh , takde orang akan tahu macamane nak rindu . kite tengah kira bile nak jjumpa awak balik ni , sayang . kite rindu :)

LOVE MUCH , NUR HIDAYAH BINTI HOSNI .

dedicated to : MOHAMAD DZULHAIZAT BIN ZAWAHAIR , nama dia aizat :)

wtf !

2011-10-15T06:32:00.000-07:00

AND I , NUR HIDAYAH , unintended , has just deleted all the photos ever uploaded in my previous entries , FOR GOOD . silly me . heck you deletebutton . pheww -.-

and , how boring my life can ever be :-

-first thing in the morning , i wake up at 9.30 . ( which is so unnatural , i cant sleep past 9 )

-bangun bangun tengok dapur

-and , bukak laptop , main fb , if you guys noticed , ive started to play thesims social on fb . how pathetic .

-have lunch at 1.00 pm

-fb-ing , AGAIN -.-

-mandi

-fb-ing , angain and again

WHAT A DAY ! :)

those are routines , so i dont have to write it byk kali .

that's it . satu bahagian sudah tamat .

2011-10-08T21:30:00.001-07:00

so , this is it , after few months going through pressures and pimples HAHAH , it came to an end . Alhamdulillah final exams went through , smoothly . cuma paper QSD131 yg tiba tiba keluar that shitty bloddy hell garden wall , gosh i hate you garden wall , dont ever see me , again ! hahahah bodoh ah kau . BUT , semua okay ok Insha Allah , harap harap nye dpt result bagus bagus :) syg , harapan tinggal harapan jela aizat , tak mampu la kite nk dekan mcm awak nak . fuhh -,-" tp kite takut laaa hm , awak doakan kite k ? in returns , kite doakan awak jugak ! aci tak ? hahahah :DDD anddd now , im here living well in this such beauty home , in Terengganu , woaa somangat yo bunyiknyo haha .

p/s : QS1C , see ya nex sem okay ! hv fun holiday-ing . LOL .

: untuk boipren tercinto , hahah , Mohamad Dzulhaizat , ekau balik rumah tu ah , jgn gatal gatal , den ado sixth sense ni ah haha . jago kuro-kuro kito tu ah baik baik yo . kalau mati , sumo salah ekau ha . haha . aww , miss you oready . hm , how on earth am i gonna live this whole month =.=" kawin jom ? kite ikut awak :)

: untuk terengganurians , wait ah , den datang ni ah , kasi gegar hahah LOL

Happy Birthday Sayang !

2011-10-03T21:00:00.000-07:00

selamat ye sayang , smoga awak panjang umur , murah rezeki hee . sorry la tk dpt bagi awak bear besar besar ( kening angkat -,-" ) hahah . jk jk ! sorry la tk dpt sambut besar besaran hahah tp kite cukup happy laaaaaaaa kannn awak sanggup dtg kat kite haaaa . sodap tak cokolat nye heee . mesti sodap kannn ? hahah . fewwww , ohh andddd , kura - kuraaa ! hee jaga baik baik k ? hee , awak google ye , yang die bolh hidup 40 - 50 tahun tu ? haha , k , goodluck , semoga dpt diwariskan kepada anak anak yooo hahahahah . gilooo laaa wey haha . anyway , happy birthday sekali lagi . heee y're a grown man , so BE A MAN , marry me ! <3

p/s : I Love You , sampai jodoh kita habis :')

pheeeeww -,-"

2011-09-28T06:38:00.000-07:00

this goes to : MOHAMAD DZULHAIZAT BIN ZAWAHAIR .

im sorry im bad

im sorry im not good enough for you

im sorry i didnt have my best on you

im sorry i didnt give my all when im with you

im sorry i love you way too much i didnt realize its killing you , AND ME

im sorry i did bad deeds to everyone around you , i never meant to , i did those things , to fight for you , hope you notice

im sorry i was against your orders

im sorry i talked back at you

im sorry i scolded you

im sorry i didnt stick till the end

im sorry im against my own promises

im sorry i embarrassed you

im sorry i said those stupid words

im sorry i was at my worst

im sorry for being such a jerk

im sorry for being psychotic

im sorry for being a really-not-understanding girlfriend

im sorry i judged you , WRONGLY

im sorry i never asked first

im sorry i punished , before hearing

im sorry i realized these things way too late

im so sorry for you , that you have to stand , being with me , that you have to be at full-patient mood to talk to me

im sorry i never back down

but im not sorry that i chose you , that i loved you for long , that i miss you each day , and that i need you in every way of life .

IM SORRY , I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO HATE YOU :)

WITH LOVE ,

Nur Hidayah Hosni

so this is it , after few months ..

2011-08-28T05:44:00.001-07:00

after going thru few months with you , here's what i wanna say so better read carefully ;

well yeah sometimes you scolded me , but for good reasons . well err sometimes for no reasons . but its okay , i learnt from that . and yeah sometimes i scolded back , but no , i gt no intentions in doing that syg . betul . hmm . syg , i miss you . yeah , bila fikir fikir , y're the worst bf ever had . kalau nak makan , suruh kite cop tempat , wait fr you , kalau nk balik , tk pernah nk hantar , kalau nk keluar , bukan main payah . kalau dpt kua pun , i went by myself sedangkan awak , senang lenang naik motor pegi sana . yeah kita tk puas hati tapi you know what , that actually makes you different from others . those annoying attitude make me miss you waaaayyy moooreee than others . god im craving for you . im craving fr your sense of humour , im craving fr your ODOUR ! okay , im not flirty tp awak memang bau wangi haha . god im craving to see you in front of me , laughing , making that silly face , making that serious shit irritating face . GOD i miss evrythng about you baby . hemm -,- im sooo sorry if i , hidayah hosni made a terrible mistakes that irritate you , that make you fell soo uncmfrtable with me , and my bad attitude and all . em , im so sorry but yeah . semua yg kite buat pun , apa pun yg kite buat , itu semua sbb syg sgt kt awak . sayang sgt . but syg , know what , bila kita fikir fikir balik , i should stop looking on the negative side , going to focus on the positive side from now onwards ! so dont worry , now im gonna stop evrythng that is totally wrong , AND nak jaga awak baik baik ( yeah it took me thousand hours to write this haha segan kot ) hee . i love you sayang <3 * kisses *

grrrrrrrrrrrr

2011-08-26T01:27:00.001-07:00

eeeeee , benci laa fb tak boleh bukak ! -,-

minggu mengeluh diakhiri dengan senyuman (;

2011-08-23T01:16:00.001-07:00

fuuh , tajuk nak bajet je haha . yeah sure , lots of assgnmnts haha . penatttt doh ! -,-" but its ok im going home this thrsday aftreall so , sambung kerja kat rumah je haha . yay ! CANT WAIT ! oh but but but , yeah , nnti tk jumpa laaa boyferen kesayangan hahaha , boleh mati ni seminggu tak nampak muka hahah yeah sure , gedik lebih je kau ni pompuan haha ok guys , gtg first , ASSIGNMENTS KEJAAAAAR , LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRIII ! <3

whats happening ?

2011-08-20T09:14:00.000-07:00

ego ruins everything my dear . c'mon enough of shits . stop blaming others , i know the dos and donts . dont worry im a big girl here i know how to live well . i can handle . it's the old you that i wanted , yeah ive changed throughout this tough period but last time i checked , yeah im still into you . so just dont take it away . its all i have . thats the least that you might be able to do , for me . and thats all what im asking for , sayang . please do be a good one to me , i'll try to change (:

untuk abang peyat (;

2011-08-19T12:53:00.000-07:00

I WOOOOOOOVE YOU SHENGET (;

what's yr problem ?

2011-08-15T07:45:00.001-07:00

ARE YOU SICK OF ME ? TAK BOLEH TGK ORG SENANG KE ? GRRR , HE'S MY BOYFRIEND SO HELL YEAH , I'D DO ANYTHING I WANT , WHEREVER I WANT AND IT'S DEFINITELY WITH HIM , SO BACK OFF , BITCHES . AND YES YOU TOO , BIG GUY ! I DONT GV A DAMN , GUYS , YOU'RE NOT MORE THAN LIL PIECE OF RUBBISH !

cant get off mistakes

2011-08-13T23:34:00.000-07:00

ye , kali ni , saya yang salah hehe . ANGKAT TANGAN . hehe . sorry tauu . yeah sorry i lied . sorry degil . rasa mcm kite terrrrruuukkk gile tau tak . tp nasib baik awak baik , tak marah , marah sikit sikit je kan yayanggg heheh saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayaaaang awakkkk ( hug and kisses ) <3

p/s : anyway , semalam awak tanya rambut baru awak cantik tak kan ?

-awak potong la camane pun , awak handsome jugak :')

what would you do ?

2011-08-13T02:32:00.000-07:00

kalau orang sentap , marah . cakap orang sentap lebih lebih . kalau orang tak sentap sentap ,orang yang makan hati , hmmph . tk faham lah ape punye rules ni . habis tu , orang ni kena duduk je mcm tunggul , buang semua perasaan marah sedih happy etc so that dpt puaskan hati anda ? begitu ? kalau itu yang anda mahu , YA BAIKLAH ! orang boleh lakukan :)

so think ! do something ! well , think wisely , WHAT WOULD YOU DO ?

should i stop ? -,-

2011-08-10T09:57:00.000-07:00

mood : tired of madness

everything's just not in their place right now . kinda sick of everything actually . hmmph -,-

SO ..

should I stop ? i think i should

- stop being too kind

- stop being a FAKE one

- stop being an asshole

- stop talking shit

- stop being SUPERLOUD

- stop spilling out the total crap ideas

- stop looking for something that might never happen

-STOP WRITING NOW .

NO WAY I WONT STOP WRITING THOUGH IT WONT MAKE THINGS BETTER .

oh yeah got smthing to share , hee . td pegi bukak puasa kt bandar U ngn fyza sayang . mkn nasi beriani woooaaaa ! best gila haha ( weh , used to hate nasi briyani ok , HATE AS IN HATE ) anddd hell best gila makanan tu haha and ticket dah beli and hoyeaaah baby im going home this 25th ! hehe tp 26th baru balik Terengganu . but its ok , as long as , tk tersadai kt Perak ni haha . how sad . haha . oh and , kite beli baju sama kan fyza ? <3

wow , what a guy :)

2011-08-09T02:14:00.000-07:00

haha ini mmg must read punya entry la haha . smlm kan birthday kite , ade org tu , die janji tknk marah satu hari tau . and guess what , he did :) haha dia tk marahhhh langsung hahah . sweet gile pulak tu haha . belikan ayamasssssss ! ouuu i love it , balik terengganu nk mntk ngn IBU pulak ayamass double haha . best best best , eheh . baik sgt smlm , then , lepas berbuka , die ckp nk bg kertas yg kite bg die haritu . kuagjak betul . mmg sentap gile ah rasa nk bunuh je die haa , BUT HE DIDNT hehe . dia bagi hadiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh weeeeeeeee heheh , susa susa je auuuuuu hahah , tp tkpe , i loike ! :p hehe baguslah dh ade improvement on sweet sweet thingy HAHAH sayaaaanggg hanggg <3 hehe

haha ini diaaaa kertas tu hahah mcm kuagjak kan die nk bagi balik , BOLEH TAK ? -,-

p/s : GAMBA MAKANAN WILL BE UPLOADED SOONER (;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

2011-08-07T10:30:00.000-07:00

Anddddddd now im 18 LOL :) AND congrats Hidayah Hosni Mokhtar , you're big enough for 18sx :D

P/S : Thanks uolls yang ada by my side all this while , love much xoxo .

what men should do . ( GUYS , YOU SHOULD READ THIS )

2011-08-07T06:09:00.000-07:00

When she walks away from you whe she's / you're mad
- follow her , walk with her .

When she stares at you
-kiss her

when she pushes you or hits you
-Grab her and dont let go

When she start cursing at you
-Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
-Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
-Give her your attention

When she pulls away
-Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see she started crying
Just hold her and dont say a word , not even "sorry"

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared of anything ( such as CATS )
Protect her ! NOT scold her instead ! -,-"

When she lays her head on your shoulder

Tilt her head up and kiss her

Whe n she steals your favorite hat
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesnt answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she likes you
she really does more than you could understand

When she grabs your hand
Hold her and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you

bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she misses you
she's hurting inside actually , comfort her .

When you break her heart
the pain never really goes away , so try to make it better . its at least that you can do .

When she says its over
she still wants you to be hers , so just stay , dont even think to leave .

Cintailah Aku Sepenuh Hati - Ari Lasso .

2011-08-05T00:10:00.000-07:00

Di dalam hatimu

T’lah aku temukan

Arti kebahagian
Bersama dirimu
Aku merasa berarti

Sanggupkah dirimu
Untuk bertahan
Hingga waktu tak berjalan

Mencintaiku walau bintangku tak terang

Cintailah aku sepenuh hati
Sesungguhnya aku tak ingin kau pergi
Takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini

Betapa hidupku takkan pernah sama

Bila kau tinggalkan ku
Tetaplah disini saling memiliki
Selama-lamanya

Tiada arti semua bila kau pergi

Genggamlah tangganku dan peluklah diriku
Saatku jatuh nanti menangis sepi

Cintailah aku sepenuh hati
Sesungguhnya aku
Tak ingin kau pergi
Cintailah aku sepenuh hati
Tak ingin kau pergi
Takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini
Tiada arti semua bila kau pergi

p / s : yeah its for you my darling

Ramadhan 2011 :)

2011-08-01T11:37:00.000-07:00

what a moment :) haha . oh memandangkan harini 1 Ramadhan , tibe tibe terdatang idea pulak what if I do a ramadhan post bhhaha " haha ok now here i am , writing this crap in here bhahah . okay , so semoga ramadhan tahun ini datang dengan barakah buat umat islam di seluruh dunia . semoga dgn berpuasa ni , dptlah kita belaajar BERSABAR sikkit jgn asyik nk mrh mrh , mengamuk ngamuk je . haa . bahahha amboi mcm kena atas muka je haha no lah , tk tujukan kt siapa siapa pun okay ! * wink * :D anyway , SELAMAT BERPUASA .

P/S : this is my first time being on my own during fasting month tau tak . sedih sgt . sobs -.-"

how cool mereka mereka yg dpt berbuka dan sahur , oh and tarawikh bersama family :'(

WHAT A DAY :)

2011-07-31T02:54:00.000-07:00

RESEPI RAHSIA , woaaaaa . nak gempak je . bhaha . oright , here's the story .

harini first time tau pergi jalan kat bandar U dgn aizat , haaa sedihkan ? yg jauh jauh dh smpai , yg dekat tk tersampai sampai haha . FINALLY dia nak pergi same same woaaaa heaven . haha . oright , what's mooooooooooooreeeee heaven was ABANG IZAT BELANJA RESEPI RAHSIA pheeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwittttttttttttt <3 haha oh gosh , i love you for treating me esekerem seronok tu haha . oh and he let me pick the cake , ouuu how sweet hahah saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayaaaang awak , keling haha :)

here are some photos taken , sikit je pun :)

cake tk sempat ambik gmba , lmbt sgt teringat hahah . aiskrim pun dh habis baru ambik bhahah . but wtv it is , i had real fun there , Thank You Sayang I LOVE YOU <3

3 things :')

2011-07-30T06:54:00.000-07:00

3 things about my father

1) he's cool

2) he loves golf wayyyy moooore than he loves my mom

3 ) AND he loves me <3 ----> kalau tak percaya sila check out fb dia , gambar siapakh itu bhahah .

3 things about my mother

1) kuat berleter weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :p

2 ) suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa maraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah laaaameeeeee sangatttt =.=" pfft

3 ) AND she loves me <3 ----> kalau trak percaya tanya dia !

3 things about my bestfriend

1) she's super cool that she let me shout out loud in public and sleep on the sand by the beach -.-"

2) she lent me her shoulder , held me tight when i lost my kunci bilik , thank you .

3) and she pretends to be cool even when she's not .

me : can i get extra point for her , just fr her ?

blog : NO ! THREE'S ENOUGH ! YOU SAID THREE'S ENOUGH !

me : alooooooooo , pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaseeee ? for her ?

blog : fine , FOR HER .

me : YAY ! <3

so ...

4) SHE LOVES ME FREAKING MUCH , right yana ? <3

things i love about my boyfriend

1) he's pretty much like my mom haha

2) paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalingggg sweeet tapi paling garangg

3) smells good auuuuuuuuu <3

4) time ketawa paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaling kelakar ! haha

5)dia bagi kite cubit die kuat kuat :')

6)" nak ikut , ikut . taknak ikut , ikut " , " hishh , elok elok dari tak marah , jadi marah " - HAHAHA

7) kalau tengahari , confirm mengeluh kuat2 , cakap panas and buat muka ketat , but sure , masih handsome :)

8) AND he loves me . bhahah , be jealous guys !

3things about my new girlfriend

1)hotsentap

2)coooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeeellllll sgtttt <3

3)boleh peluk dia kuat kuat masa tido , kuat sgttttt ! ok nick boleh jealous skrg haha JOKE ! :p

ups and downs

2011-07-27T15:53:00.000-07:00

gt into fight , as usual , ALWAYS A BIG ONE , BIG BIG FIGHT . but yeah , its for love , for sure , we make up <3

for you , my darling aizat .

i did wrong , yes i know . but sayang , dont get me wrong , semua yang kite buat semua pun sbb sayang kan hm -.- yeah , im horrible , disaster gile , and whatsoever , you name it but one thing that i assure you , i love you . yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , i love you , morrrrrreeeeeeeeeee than you ever known . gt it ? so pls dnt ever gt me wrong . ok and sorry fr being freaking rude to you , shouted at you , sorry fr hurting you but syg , kalau tak sakit , bile nak reti . pfft -.-" but yeah , will try to turn evrythng back like the old days , as ive strted missing the bloody beautiful days . if i could , yes i would turn to those days whre we were ALWAYS IN THE GOOD MOOD . hmphhh =.=" kinda miss the jokes you used to make , kinda miss the laugh of yours , and kinda miss YOU , THE OLD YOU :'/ oh and sayang , i wont turn back , i wont go , i love you . i'd really like to stay baby :')

:')

நான் உன்னை காதலிக்கிறேன்

2011-07-25T02:42:00.000-07:00

aizat ♥♥♥ LIKE TAK ?

YES ! fyza baby ♥ , you too . tk payah nak comment sgt lah . foine ! now comment . sbb ada engkau BHAHAHA .

ok , yeah ini besar gile , nak cakap sgt loveeeeee sgt korang .

HOOORRAAAAAAYYYY ! :D

2011-07-14T01:26:00.000-07:00

yay ! esok class smpai pukul 12 jeee hehe . pukul 3 dh boleh balikkk ! :p suka sgttt ! mid-sem . walaupun byk assignment . tp tkpeeeeee , dpt balik . tenangkaaaan muka yang dah hitam nih hahah anddd dpt lari dr TUUUTTT hahahah kejam kejam . ok , thts all . weheeeeee :D

p/s : NUR SHATIA , wait naaaaa , kita rondaaaa okaaaayyy bby :p

LOVE , dyah .

lots lots lots of work but still , good in mood :)

2011-06-26T22:40:00.000-07:00

fuuuuuhhh * sigh * haha . well , measurement's quite tough haha tp baru blja sikit , tktau lg yg susahnye . tp benda kecik pun jd ssah atly kalau tk focus , right ? haha tp tkpe , nasib senang hati LOL erything's seems to be alright to me . YEAH YOU GO GIRL ! hahaha ckp nk gedik je . haha . well , assgnment's quite byk skrg ni . but , still can handle lah haa . oh and , thinking of balik minggu ni heheh . YAY ! tp balik cheras je kot , tk balik tengganu . but still , better than stay kt sini , sadissss haha sobs . ohh and , its kinda cool sbb kite nk balik ngaaaaaaann die hahaha jgn jealous shikin bengong ! HAHAHAHAHHA :D nasib kau lah aku tk suka kau hahah :D boi !

Love , dayah .

fuhh , genap sebulan

2011-06-24T04:45:00.000-07:00

minddu ni pun tk boleh balik lg . dh rasa mcm rumah bapak kat london dah mcm jauh sgt , pfft! =.= BUT what to do , kena lah sabarright . well , nasib fira tk balik hehe . love u fira kueng kueng haha oh and mlm ni gt ldk haha , tp sedddddiiiiihhhh aaah tk dpt pergi final maharaja lawak kt bawah blok ni . hmm , * sigh * nak pegi , nk pegi ! sob sob :'( hm , ldk smpai hari ahad ( supposed to be ) tp smpai sbtu je YAY ! hehe . boleh jalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan hehehehehh :D thats all fr now . boi !

LOVE , dayah .

ITS ALL ABOUT LOVE

2011-06-20T21:38:00.001-07:00

me meeting new friends and i love it , me gt into fight with new friends and heck , i love it too . haha . its all about love . me meeting new love , and yeah , kinda love it hell its beautiful . its just beautiful . cant tell , but you obviously can see . holding hands with new friends , i love it , its wonderful . HOLDING HANDS WITH NEW GUY , HECK I HATE that i love it wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tooooooooooooooooooooo much . its all about love HA HA apa aku merapik ni ?

p/s : i love you 'D' . youve been great . you tried to bell be cool , but meh , you just cant . so dont be haha . i love it the way you are sayang . you're super cool to me .

LOVE , dayah .

sigh

2011-06-20T02:42:00.000-07:00

LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIHHHH ! smlm ap114 buat induction day . i waas like damn tired haha kolakar . budak laki pemalas gila like semua girls yg buat kerja , DUH ! -,- teruk lah korang huh ! em , then , kaki bengkak bengkak , dnt know why . and getting worst . heeeeh , kasut dh tercabut tapak . susah laa camni ! -.- hmm DUGAAAAAAAAN betul . bye , got lots of things to do haha ( ckp nk kerek je )

Love , dayah .

fuuuuh :/

2011-06-17T21:48:00.000-07:00

kenapa kau makin emo ? sampai meletihkan semua orang yang memandang -.- LETIH SANGAT , DUDE . sorry but i miss the old you .

LOVE , dayah .

Maya Karin - Rindu Kawanku

2011-06-07T18:04:00.000-07:00

god , its been away for too long ! ( sigh )

2011-06-07T17:26:00.000-07:00

guys , now ive started to learn something , never waste time my dear darling . everything is just not right , right now . lots of assgnmnt , godness , mcm semua tak menyempat . but its okay , i'll get used to it . insya Allah . alaaa , biasalah part 1 , semua tak biase lagi kot . hee . with new friends and all , i just think i can cope with this silly thingy hehe . well , to those who are damn freaking busy doing assgnment , korang tulis lah blog mcm aku ni , nanti mmg korang senang hati sebab sambil sambil main fesebuk hehe . betul takkk ? jeng jeng jeng . oh and here , nak story kat korang pasal a friend of mine ni . he's kinda cool you know . dia baik , dia smart , dia handsome , dia cool , dia paling best , he's v helpful , just nice . he's just the perfect one to be a real good friend . dia susah mcm mane pun , he taknak susahkan org lain , sweet kan ? SWEET SGT hahah , i just love to have him as a friend , and only friend . so i hope , classmates , berhentilah gossip okay ! he's someone's okay ! enough of shit , stop it , gt it ? ookay , so time's up , nak buat kerja pulak hehe . so , so long ! :D

p/s : i miss my family , BADLY , BAD BAD BAD as in REAL BAD ! -_______-"

Love , Dyah .

bikini bottom

2011-05-10T00:44:00.000-07:00

haha well, had a real fun today . haha . tadi pergi sekolah . haha pakai jubah siap . JENG JENG . last2 salin hahah . dah keluo sekolah , terus bukak jubah haha . SPY kannnn ! hahah . ok ok ,lepas tu pergi main bowling kat astaka . haha . quite fun laaah :D haha shatia menaaaang haha .( shatiia ajak aku g main bowling sbb org lain semua busy dgn sekolah baru diorang ) hahah . tapi okay lh jugok hehe . lepas tu makan kat KILLINEY'S haha betui ka tak eja tu aku pn tktau haha , alaaa yaang depan astaka tu haha ( org terengganu mesti tau ) haha . then , pergi karaoke dan main game kat giant haha ASIIIK hahaha . seru banget deh .
p/s : sizzling hot plate yee mee kat KILLINEY'S langsung tak best . kesian chicken chop shatiaa jadi mangsa ku haha :D

nk upload gmbr tp ade masalah ape ntah tak boleh nk upload haha . biar kan lah . rasakan sahaja kebahagiaan ku ini .

LOVE , dayah .

er , aku sayang mu bob .

2011-05-06T22:28:00.000-07:00

Na , all the things we shared together , i just cant gt enough of you baby HAHAHAH ntg lesbian haha . tp tulah nak kate ork , the moment i felt like losing you , is the same moment i tried to hold you tight so you just CANT walk away bro . you're just simply the best . y're the coolest part of me . hahah well , betul ah yana kabo " gaduh ni bagus sebenornye " hahah thts actually how we learn how to aprrciate thngs betul dop betul dop ? hahah . well , just wanna say that i am so bloody fucking love you , man ! haha .

untuk Aireen , Fathanah , Aisyah . goodluck lah ya dgn course masing masing . aisyah ngn Thanah mesti date okmo mase lunch hahahah :D

p/s : bob tu name glamour mu je hahah nok glamour gi , B.O.B hahahah .

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okay satu lagi benda korang kena baca . semalam aku ngan sepupu aku , nana , muqri ngan adik aku , hadi tgk cite Black Swan . ( walaupun cite tu dh lama , aku baru tgk ok ) ok ok , fyi , cite tu sensored gila hahahh muqri smpai takut nak tgk . hahah . bodoh gila ada part TUUUT . * WINK *

i came to my senses

2011-05-05T22:49:00.001-07:00

alhamdulillah evrythng has been settled . semua dah okay . well , i had a real suffocating weeks lately . with tears , joy , fights and all . well , thats what we call the color of life right ? hahah . lawak lah . well , ini lah masanya when i learn how to live better , love more and play more hahahahha :D *MILO* haha er , tapi still gt one problem to go . hahah that small kid hahah . * wink kat yana , she knows * hahah , sooo .

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6 Mei 2011 , Jumaat , 12.00 .

harini bagi yang memohon ke IPTA , result UPU dh keluar . and Alhamdulillah dgn izin Allah aku dpt UiTM Perak jurusan Ukur Bahan ( sama Yana ) hoooyeah hahah . but still , aku tgh consider form 6 jugak hahha . konpius oden haha . so , kita tgk lah bagaimana ya ? haha so bagi korang korang yang belum check , boleh laaah pergi check sekarang . KLIK DISINI . haa Goodluck semoga bertemu hahahahah aku fuck ayat aku .

p/s : dila dah ada blog ! hahahah .

LOVE , dayah .

Pengkhianat sadis tahap karma

2011-04-24T02:44:00.000-07:00

ya , dia adalah awak - ****** . kau ni melampau ah . kenapa kau nak susahkan hati kawan yang sayang gila kat kau ? ape lah salah org tu ? kau igt yang si polan tu sayang sangat ke kau ? hah ? hey come on man ! kau janganlaaaah nak simpan angan angan tu . dia tu bersepah je kat pekan rabu sane tu . kau cari lah laki lain mann ! hemm , tak sesuai aah kau nak marah kwn kau . btw , kau cerita mende kat boyfriend kau sampai dia tuduh kawan kau tu sendiri ? bloody hell ah kau lahabau ----

shit ? hehe taik lah .

2011-04-10T00:59:00.000-07:00

9.00 a.m. pergi SMK Ibrahim Fikri dengar taklimat temuduga IPTA . ceceh nak masuk IPTA lah kan katenye .

10.00 a.m bosan shit shit . macam err taik ? hahah . tapi like fun jugaaaaa lah sebab cikgu tu best lah jugok . the first one , was okay . but the next one , haiya tauke haha manyak syok ah mu sorang sorang . panas punggung doh shit shit macam taik . TUTT . jgn hebahkan ---

11.00 a.m masih bosan ---

12.00 p.m oups ! banyaknya kau mencarut hidayah :D

1.00 p.m ' takpe dayah , sikit laaaagi , sepuluh minit laagi kot' - kata hati ikut iman

dalam masa yang sama ...

' weh bila kau nak habis ni ? aku lapaaar doe ! haha , weh bila nak habis ni , dah habis masa kau cakapppp brrrroooo ! ' - kata hati ikut syaitan ? ---

2.00 p.m oh yeah yeah yeah , a ye ! a ye ! a ye ! heheh , pergi makan kat Mayang Village , makan makan makan kerja kau kannn ? hehe , fun ! and beli barang terus kat mydin for esok .

3.30 p.m kat rumah ainaaa :D ehehe

p/s : cant wait fr tmrrow . see ya guys .

LOVE , dayah .

busy ? sangat laaah kan .

2011-04-03T22:59:00.000-07:00

" ENCIK khalid , I QUIT " hahah welll , al kisah nyaa , aku dah berhenti . jeng jeng jeng . bahaya doe . aku dikecam hebat kerana berhenti . well , terutama dari nenek , mama dah , cik MAINI as well , duh ! its my life , excuse meee ! * sigh * eh , ibu pun like tk nk bg sgt bhenti kot ? DUH ! yana pun behenti . siapa tahan ? wueeeks . haa .

andd , selepas dapat results ni , byk lah hal hal tok engkau yg perlu diuruskan , right ? so .. inilah yang aku buat fr few weeks sejak 2 minggu lepas ..

1) pergi sekolah mintak sijil
2) makan kat luar ( duit sendiri , poyo doe kau ni dayah )
3) pergi maidam uruskn biasiswa si enol and myself
4) cari cikgu tajuddddddin omg im in love haha taik bangang kau
5)driving school

well , result aku kira okay lah jugak bagi aku yg bodoh ni hehe . dapat 6as okay ! kau ada ? bangaa cik hosni you ! :p Alhamdulillah :)

oh anddd , rasanya nak terima kasih kat shatia sebab always always always tumpangkan aku . love ya !

LOVE , dayah .

2011 , woa ? 2 years later dude .

2011-02-20T11:22:00.000-08:00

lets say .. i havent write anything this couple years . haha amazing . takdelah dua tahun sgt pun . setahun and half , i guess ? well , since im still in touch with kheyrin , i decided to do the blogging things haha sbb she started first . hehe . em , so , what a long journey we have here .. i'd say we start now .

2010

beautiful things happened . such as ;

1) i met liyana fatah , again and kami masih berkawan baik sampai sekarang .

2)i met new guy that fits my heart haha but well , he doesnt even like me .itu bodoh .

3)i GRADUATED from high school ! YAHOO ! finally because like others , i hate schools :D wink*

2011

saya dengan bangganya nak bagitau .. saya bekerja sekarang . i earn money , fr myself . hehe . lepas ni boleh jjooooli :p

okay i think thats all fr now

Love , dayah .

Terharu .

2009-12-03T07:05:00.000-08:00

"dayah : i miss you miss you miss you. haha

me : awwh, i missyou i missyou more more! tk sbr nak ber-gay dgn awk. HAHAHA :D"

dipetik dari ;

K H A I R I N A F I N A ' S

Aku cakap , Fyy , kau the best . seriously . sorry aku hilang like tiba tiba tapi trust me , aku ingat kau , selalu :')

p/s : patut nya kau dah nangis sekarang .

Love , dayah .

bongok

2009-07-03T02:45:00.000-07:00

BENDA BODOH.
hadi pergi sekolah pakai mask
kaklah makin gila koya buat lagu sendiri
dirah makin garang sebb ckp 'arghhhhhhh' kuat kuat
aqil makin rajin, menyapu satu rumah
husna makin seksi *pakai skirt pendek hari hari*
faie makin hot
dyah makin cantik, baik, comel, muda.
shatia makin tension
atiqah makin baik
yurni makin okay
fadhilah makin berani
farihah makin banyak cakap
cikgu azlan makin tumbuh rambut *dalam mimpi*
qiqi sayang makin disayangi
illia makin hebattttt dan dirindu
nadia makin dekat di hati haha
fify makin tak sombong <3
mumtaz makin rapat
zynie makin bodoh
eliani makin jauh
hann makin sombong
afiq makin tua
ejo makin comel
barli makiin pendek rambut
dayah makin pemalu
fara makin hilang

LOVE, dyah.

ahhhhh, lega.

2009-06-27T03:06:00.000-07:00

lega dapat update blog kot. HAHA bodoh. ahh malass nak update lately, jadi semua cerita tertunda. haha ye dan tanpa byk bicara, kita lihat apa yg terjadi pada ;

25 June 2009
Hari Koperasi
uhh, penat duhh. haha tp best jugak kot, tp tkdelah best sgt pon. haha kejam lah pengetua, suruh kita berhimpun ramai ramai depan koperasi then suruh kita tunggu Syeikh Harun(tk tahu apa jawatan pkcik ni) haha, ohh andd hari ni, fadhilah and shatia tk dtg sekolah. shatia mogok tknk pegi sklh, elehh kau sha, suruh aku bwk mcm mcm(pndrive, hndphne, camera) and suruh dila bwk laptop, sbb nk gmbar, tup tup, mampusss kau tk dtg en? cubit satuu ! AWWW hahah oh i ada ambik gmbr sikit, tp malas lah nk upload haha leceh ;D

Mumtaz pergi sudah :(
oh ye, mumtaz dh pindah putrajaya, oh how sadddd -___- baru je nk rapat kot sbb dia byk teman dilla and memandangkn kita mmg dr sekolah rendah sama, oh mumtaz , im going to miss you baby. haish ishkabedikes (hanya kita tahu apa itu, kan mumtaz?) oh andd i cried a lot, sorry tk boleh tahan sebak. heshh heshh -__- iloveyou, seriously babe. hem, tp tkpelah, hope to see you , AGAIN
p/s: utk mumtaz , belajar baik baik dan JANGAN BERUBAH PLEASE ? AWAK DAH TERBAIK
untuk fifyy ; kalaulah kau sekolah sama dengan mumtaz ni kan, kau tolong aku jaga dia, aku syg dia kot HAHAHAHAH kau pon <3

26 June 2009
tiada apa apa :)

27 June 2009
Perjumpaan Ibu bapa kat sekolah.
oh no, ibu yg dtg jumpa ckgu, haha okay, tp utk form four, cnfrnce kitorg strt pukul 11 haihssss lama gila tunggu hee :p eh anddd bila dh boleh jumpa ckgu, lama pulakkkk nk tunggu turn tu, gila lama kakak saudah beleterr HAHAH sabo sabo tp alhamdulillah , ibu tk ckp byk, just ckpp gitu gini , sign sikit and blah :)

That's all.
Love, dyah.

.

You've really changed, babe.

2009-06-24T06:49:00.000-07:00

nak kau yang dulu boleh, khairin afina ? aku rindu kawan baik aku DULU, sangatt rindu -___-

LOVE, dyah.

mintak ampun, atiqah.

2009-06-22T06:30:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHA ! sorry we did nothing fr yr birthdy ahh. haha dh tu shatia tu mlas, aku tk boleh buat mnde ah, bukan aku boleh buat sorg kan kan ? haha kau faham kan ? alah, tp tkpe, nti khamis, kita tkyah g sklh eh, kita g pantai eh picnic picnic eh awak. HAAHH gile. haha boleh kan tiq ? :D oh and sorrry jugak kita pergi pntai tk ajak. dila punya pasal, dia kena tinggal van keranda tu then dia suruh aku and sha hntar dia balik, so kita pon hantar lah dia balik. dhla hujan masa tu, tp sbb kita nk hntar dia balik, kita pergi lah slow slow :) haha nak tau tk ape, penat gila wehh ! haha dhla kitorg bawak basikal, tinggl kt rumah mumtaz pastu pergi pantai sbb pntai pon tk jauh dr rumah dila kan ? hee :D Happy Birthday btw sayang <3

*post ini patutnya utk smlm, tp tiba tiba internet rosak, so tk sempat nk tekan post dan gmbar tiada sbb menda alah tu lmbt sgt nk upload, kalau dh laju nti, i'll do upload hee :)*

ikatan terjalin :')

2009-06-21T01:03:00.000-07:00

CYRA NORDIN
awww, so sweet of you cyra :') menangis gembira i okay. haha okay, kita org baru kenal through myspace, YES, myspace. ohh "kerana myspace" kata paan a.k.a rumput. but guess what, dia dh tulis pasal i kt blog dia, tacing gila, baguslahh dia suka kawan dgn i kann kann ? hoyeahhh ! :D haha anyway, Thank You new friend :)

NURUL ATIQAH ABDUL AZIZ
oh sayang, we've known each other since we were form 1 kan ? ohh, form 1 kan, igt tk, kalau aku g duduk depan je(tak nampak atau rabun), terus ade org tanye "eh dyah, gaduh dgn tiqah ke ?" HAHA lawak lahhh. kau tau tk ape tiq, aku menyesal gila sbb aku dh missed a year dengan kau kan, hemm, kalaulah masa boleh kebelakang, aku nak tukar balik peristiwa aku layan "BESTFRIEND FOREVER" aku tu kepada aku terus je kawan dengan kau, hemm -.- tapi, tkpe lah, kita dah okay kan ? anddd kau tau kau sape dalam hati aku kann babe, oh iloveyou anddd, tunggu lah esok ye tiq, ape kitorg buat dengan kauuu for yr 16th birthday celebration. HA-HA-HA. oh btw, terimakasihhh sangattttt terima aku balik, i owe you one darling :*

NADIA MOHD NAJIB
nadia ku, masa kecik kecik, kawan, bila dh besar sikit, tk jumpa, terus tk cari cari. bila jumpa balik, rasa macam rindu , ha ha tk tahu kenapa. bila dah rapat, then terputus hubungan balik, terus renggang but now, percayalah, i reallly love you sayang ku. haha kalaulah halal perempuan kawin perempuan, dh lama dah dyah ajak awak kawin nadia <3

p/s: Happy Fathers Day to Hosni Bin Mokhtar :*
Nurshatia and Nurfadhilah, good to hear korang berbaik <3 color="#c0c0c0">
LOVE, dyah.

kebetulan ke apa ?

2009-06-20T02:39:00.000-07:00

ahh lama nya tak update, serious malas gila.

Friday, 19th June '09
we (ibu, dirah, aqil, kakla and me of course) went to pasar besar kedai payang, masa tengah cari ajik *seriously aku pon tktau kenapa aku buat kerja bodoh tu* , i met atiqahhh sayanggg, heee rindu kauu si gila. haha oh dia jalan dengan ibu dia, adik handsome dia, andd abahh dia. oh and abah dia nampak sihat even dia ada sakit buah pinggang, tapi kan, kesian laaah kat dia, semoga dia bertahan :') okay, habis pasal atiqah. lepas bbrapa minit, i met yaya si penjual dan penagih dadah. dia gf ajik. tk boleh bla, cari bf, jumpa gf dia pulak. haha gila kan ? hahah lawak habiss lahh dia.ala btw, ailoveyou penagih shabu HA HA HA bodo mu ni ! ha ha
okay, malam tu, kitorg(ibu dirah hady kakla faie husna aqil and me) pergi giant sbb nk beli barang, dh tkde barangg rumah gitu. hah, then, masa tgh parking, i saw a TAJ 869 Naza Citra i guess. i am very very sure itu kereta shahadeeb. so i pon cari lah dia , cari je kot, tkde maksud pon OKAY ! hah, tapi tak jumpa, haha nak tau tak jumpa siapa ? HA HA HA i met awaa (kwn shahadeeb ) haha bodoh kan ? cari org lain jumpa org lain. haha ketawa berdekah dekah aku. haha gila ahhh. haha okay habis. tengok lah, kebetulan kan ? orang yg dicari tk jumpa, yang terjumpa nya, or yg rapat dgn org yag dicari. hebat !

p/s : sorry farihah, tk boleh pergi library harini , oh how sad :'(

LOVE, dyah.

Thinking Of You

2009-06-11T23:06:00.000-07:00

1st version of thinking of you by Katy Perry

2nd version of thinking of you by Katy Perry

*i just love katy perry, suara dia best like gila babi urghhh*, muka dia pon ahhh cunnnn nya*
HAHA

here's the lyrics ;
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

p/s: yes YOU, i am thinking of you, bestfriend -.-

LOVE, dyah.

Love ?

2009-06-11T06:22:00.000-07:00

"Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says For the woman I love and the second, For my best friend"

sometimes, bestfriend is the right one for you. isn't ?

"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else"

kadang-kadang, orang yang depan mata kita tak nampak, kita tunggu jugak orang yang entah mana-mana, bila dah hilang yang depan mata, mulalah mencari-cari, kan ? hem -.-

"The only true love is love at first sight; second sight dispels it"

HA-HA think wisely, guys. think about it :D

tapi, apa apa pun, we need love kan ?

Tht's all fr today,
bobai *wink*

LOVE, dyah.

sepetang di shahbadar

2009-06-10T03:45:00.000-07:00

ohweii, penat lelah tapi happy. huhh penat haha tp bestt gila. mula mula kita pergi rumah atiqah && kita jalan dr sana ke mcd. mkn mkn mkn andd tgk abang cute tuu (dr haritu aku suka) lepas tu kita pergi shhbndar. woahh bapakk letih. dh tu ada org nk ngorat, panggil aku dayangg ! HAHA lawak ahh lu abang. haha kot ye pon, tanya lah nama elok elok ni tak, main denga mmbe mmbe kita panggil, ape kelas. HAHAH :D oh tkpayah la ckp pasal dia haha anddd kita jalan punya jalan masuk lah satu kedai ni atiqah & shatia nk beli bajuu YES, dia beli dh tu paksa akuuu, ada ke patut ? kakak tu siap jadi model lg uhhhhhhh hahahaha kesiann -.- andddd sy bawa balik sehelai baju zaman opah opah (kata shtia) HA-HA-HA tp tkpe, apeape pon. saya enjoy petang sy dengan kaurang, kawan baik :) ilytd :D

*dhla best haritu kelua dgn el andd hann, terimakasih jugakk kawan kawan or adk adik kecik* HAAH :D ily

Friends Survey

2009-06-07T19:06:00.000-07:00

1-shatia
2-khairin
3-fadila
4-atiqah
5-yurnie
6-illia
7-eliani
8-zynie
9-hann
10-fara
11-hady
12-nadia
13-afiq
14-nana
15-adilah
16-ejo
17-nain
18-azam
19-zulhairy
20-wan *syazwan*

how did you met 1 :she is my cousin's cousin
have you ever had a crush on 5 : im so sorry im straight
who have you known the longest on the list : adilah, illia, hadi & nain
is 4 funny: sometimes ?
have you ever been to 8 house: nope, i'd love to, nak bawak tak ?
is 9 nice: ohh super duper nice
is 17 cute: ha-ha of course, anak mama, mmg cute :)
would 2 and 9 make a cute couple: lesbo ke apa ?
is 12 cool :oh dia agak manja :)
have u ever been sexual with 4: everyday :D
has 3 ever dated 6 : TIDAK DAN TAKKAN !
have you ever liked 19: yeah, dulu, eh he's v kind okay !
have you ever kissed 7: nope, i havent meet her pon
is 10 short: ive no idea, pendek ke dik ?
is 11 rich or poor: kaya peluh HA-HA
when's 13s b-day: ahh good question *7th august, (8th is mine)
have you ever been to 20 house : nope, baru kenal lahh
is 15 pretty: can do lahh
is 18 your friend: yeah, a good friend in fact
wat would u do if 14 and 16 were goin out: Ya Rabbi, gegor sedunia denga aku jerit ! haha
whos cuter 3 or 10 : 10 i guess *jgn mara dila*
is 9 cute: oh yesss, suka lah tgk muka dia. haha
is 14 sexy: SANGAT !
if you were stranded on an island with 12 would u be happy: tak bosan ke ? nadia baik sgt -.-
what would u do if 14 died : pergi sktepark and igt balik mcmne dia jatuh depan org ramai day after (oh nana, dont die) -.-
if you find out tomorrow that u have 30 days left to live would u tell # 2: tk sempat kita nk jumpa kan fyy, lepas spm ? wth, aku nk mati dh ni, fyy, iloveyou, kaulah yang terbaik :D
whats 4 fave band: alexa kan tiq ? :)
is 20 loud: no, dia pemalu. HAHA
is 13 related to you : someday haha
is 9 married: nope, she's only 13 ok !
wat would u do if 17 were pregnant : buat filem *lelaki boleh pulak mengandung ?*
if 4 were doing drugs wat would u do: bgtahu abah dia, suruh sumbat kat jail bawah rumah dia *dia duduk kat berek polis*
do u have a crush on 1: hell yes HAHAAHAH
have u ever kissed 5 : not yet :D
have you ever made out with 8: belum lagi, insya-Allah someday :)
is 2 nice: yes she is
are 6 and 19 friends: nope, semoga lah ye :p
do 7 and 11 know each other: YES, HADI SUKA EL OKAY ? *kebetulan gila soalan ni*
whos the cutest out of 15,18, and 16: tanpa ragu, mmg 16 :)
wat is 1 fave color: idk, pink maybe ha ha ha
wat is 5 fave band: oh, tidak ku tahu
has 8 ever been to your house: belum lagi, nti nti lah merisik HAHA
has 17 ever dated your friend: tak kot
wats 2 fave food: spagheti ! hee, aku tau lahh ! :p

ohhhh yeah

2009-06-06T20:51:00.000-07:00

ahh lega, lama tk bukak blog, maleehhhhh. HAHA ohh illia dh balik, uh how sad :'(
dh lah tu, dia balik seminggu, sekejap sekjap je jumpa pon
hem haihhh biarkan je lahh
nti dia dtg lagi *sejuk hati sekejap*
heh, lepas illia balik, we went to Ibai Golf, hoyaaaaaaah main golf LAH KONON.
hahah nolahh, bapak main golf, anak anak swimming
haha unfotunately, orang besar besar tk swimming pon
cehh -.- oh sini ada few photos taken smlm ;

hah, sudah, malehhh wey letok byk byk. haha ahh anddddddddddd im done. FULLSTOP babai :p

current mood : rindu pulak zynie :(

Love, Dyah.

like i said

2009-06-03T07:30:00.000-07:00

we broke up. selepas dua hari.
and hell no, ini tk mencatat rekod
hahah
ada lagi sekejap. HAHAH
rileks lah, cinta monyet :)

ahah, btw alif, semoga happy, dengan baju baru, alyaa
andd alyaa, tak kesian kat ajik ke ?
he loves you babehh
SORRY
bai :D

New Man, New Month .

2009-05-30T23:09:00.000-07:00

well, the new man is Tuan Mohd ALif Bin Tuan Roslan i guess. haha agak jelah nama bapak dia. tp im pretty sure nama ayah dia roslan. haha my bad. ahh, atly, kitorg kawan sekolah rendah anddd hell yes kita mmg main kasar. HAHA tp tkpe lah, apesalah nye mencuba kan ? ha ha. ala lagipun, A hard man is good to find. haha joke joke.

p/s: alif, dnt worry. i'll never kick your ass :p

anyway, dah nak masuk June, so Happy New Month bibehh :D

well, thts all i guess.
so, GOODBYE !

Hooray !

2009-05-29T20:09:00.000-07:00

Illia dah balik ! Illia dah balik ! HAHA :p
hoyeah hoyeah ily bibehh.
ahha oh, kita tk sempat nk jalan lagi
nti kita pegi jln ye yaa ! ah cant wait duh ! :p
ehh smlm ikut yaa pegi rumah wan dia
jumpa shatia situ
*wah wah, bukan kt sekolah je ni nmpaknya*
HAHA oh andd we were great
sebab fyi, shatia ni sombong sikit kalau luar sekolah (dengan keluarga)
walaupun dgn kawan rapat dia haih -.-
haha anddd i met ADAM yang atiqah gilakan sgt
hem mmg handsome pon . no wonder lah dia like "adam aku punya, cop ! "
HAHA boleh bla, he's mine ! back off ! HAHAH
andd i met POK IM jugak, ini pon atiqah jumpa
haha tp dia baru je kawin smlm, melpas ko atiqah
haha i slept at nenek's place,
quiet fun sbb tidor dengan illia, tidur bogel. HAHA
percaya lah >.<
best best best. tu jelah
okay thts all, bobai bebeh :P

soalan bonus ; kenapa lelaki suka tgk red tube ?

uh what a day :)

2009-05-27T00:11:00.000-07:00

hee. oh at last, we gt back together kan girlssssss :p
haha lawak doe gaduh baik gaduh baik
haha andddd we finally keluar same same
oh no, we didnt. yuni tkde. duhh -.-
oh nvm, kerusi dia tetap disediakan

haha we walked to mcd duhh semangat kann ? haha ah its like hell dekat gila doe mcd dgn rumah atiqah atly, shatia nk buat facial *jerawat jeng jeng*
but unfotunately, kena booking dulu.
haha dan dengan gembiranya,kami melangkah keluar dari Sri Bridal & Spa and jalan to kedai gambar .ahh, i saw arif kot kt situ, betul kot nama dia arf, budak sklh rendah
oh dia bf izzah. arif ko mmg hndsome gila HAHAH

oh and masa kt mcD tu, ada sepuak cina ni, diorg buat makanmakan kot. bising nam mampus. ahha oh kitorg duduk lah dekat meja hujung sekali dkt pintu belakang.
haha gosh, rupanya dlm bilik tu ada org buat gathering. haha sedih doe. dhla kakak kakak dlm bilik tu jeing jelin. haha hello like aku nk sgt tgk korang. ceh ! pighidah ! oh and we were v happy like dunia ni kita punya la kan ? ceh, benda tk lawak pon jd lawak duhh -.- gegar korg ketawa bai ! haha

lame lame tu, kakak jeling tu suruh aku ambik gmbar diorg, ok. pergila kan. then, i saw a guy, bapak hot doe. haha tp dia macam, player sikit kot. sebab dia macam gatal KOT. haha okay haha anddd atiqah dh tesangkut kt sorg ni, duhh dia siap hafal numbr plet moto abang tu. omg mmg gila ko tiq ! HAHA TAR 1132 motor honda wave warna hitam, anyone ?HHAAH

tapi baguslah, harap harap jadi macam fairy tales yang part 'happily ever after'tu AHAHA thts all, bobaii :)

harini. May 25 kot, kan ?

2009-05-25T03:26:00.000-07:00

ohh so far, cuma dpt paper sivik shj.
oh no. haha i only gt 80 duhh -.-
sivik je weyhh ape hal.
haha tk best ah
haha lebih sikit tkde ka ?
alaa. oh, yg lain akan diupdate lagi.

dilla, dh makin teruk
hmph, hampeh ah awak ni
haih, tkkn lah tk boleh nk spend time lgsung dgn kite
eleh, like idk, awak tk dpt A pon kan
look ! apesalahnya awak pusing and "hai dyah"
tkde salahnye and tk buang mase pon
ni tk, awak tgk and blah
duhh, wht hv i done ?
sudahh laaa hmm :|
imissyou btw hm

sha, ohh baby kita ronda lagi kann sha!
syok doe! :p
beli buku konon duhh!
ckp jela ko nk ajak aku g jalan
tkpayah ah ckp nk beli buuku
haha tp tkpe, berbaloi aku bangun tido
untung ko sha, jarangggg aku bangun bila tefon bunyi
haha like i care even dia berdering bagai nk rak.
HAHAH

oh && penat duh puasa ganti. haha
ohh sabar dyah sabar
c'mon 10 more days to go!
haha eh tak! its 11 actly
awak tk igt ke awak minum air curi curi kt dapur tadi
ahh for God sake aku penat gila like ohhhh "nak air nak air"
tp, lepas tu, ibu tanya and dengan bodohnya aku jawab
"dyah puasa bu"
omg you suck nurhidayah HAHA like i care
oh ibu, im strving right here
nak popia tu bu!
nak mihun tu bu!

ahh, itu je kot. haha bobaii xo :)

mad tv hebat!

2009-05-24T01:04:00.000-07:00

you're beautiful by bukan james blunt.

porn star registration HAHA

that's all fr now, bobaii :)

sorry girls -,-

2009-05-22T20:45:00.000-07:00

dila, sha, tiqah && yun.
aku mmg tk boleh kelua petang ni cari 'hok pelik' HAHA
hmph, mmg kena pegi that shit camp, pft!
gosh i just hate the camp!
kerek gila ah ckgu tu
haine de la merde i le professeur !
bg jelah aku pegi dgn mak aku, kan?
*sigh*
hm, tp tkpela kan sha
kite dh ronda ronda kan pagi td
HAHA oyeahh, kita naik basikalll haha
unbelievable
ronda batu burok you! haha
haha makan nasi lemak sama sama
haha kau suap aku sha
gahhh sweet gila bagi kau yg keras hati
owwwwwwwwwww haha
oh and i love you sha <3
ok tht's all fr now, bobaii :p

hidup google! gahah

2009-05-21T05:52:00.001-07:00

bila bosan, click google && ini lh hasilnya(tau la blog sy boring)

hayden christensen
p/s: oh baby, i do :)

santiago munez.

james franco.

khairin afina's hero la konon. ceh,

fifyy, dia suka aku. HA HA

princess diana. dia cantiik la :)

lagi hayden christensen ;

HAHA dh dh kerja bodoh namanya ni. ok tht's all fr now.

Love, dyah. bobaii :p

examination

2009-05-20T07:47:00.000-07:00

oh, dh dua minggu exam, hem, not bad la
alaa, kira can do laa
haa gitu
ade la few papers kitorg meniru
haha gahh, normal la tu
eh fyi kan, i stopped cheating in exam since i was 14
haha skrg strt balik la
jadi raja la
haha but no worries, mmg failed jugak pon add maths.
GHAHH. ok i gt nothing more to say
nak tgk the simpsons movie pulak. haha tkde kerja
bobaiii C(;

internet putus nyambung

2009-05-18T05:58:00.000-07:00

duhh sakit sakit hatinya -.-
inrenet ni sekejap ada sekajp tkde. pft
gila punya olang. haha
deyy, aku nk onlne ni ha
on lah on la.
haha modem ke rosak?
line ok je.
haaa bia laaa
skrg ni sbb lampu intenet tu menyala la aku update kejap ni
haaa, lepas ni sumpah hilang balik
*puhh puhh semoga lampu tu berkekalan smpai aku bosan main myspace*
HAAHAH

ahh, smlm kan hari guru, aku tk pegi la sekolah
haha harini principal panggil doe
takut gila
haha ketaaak lutut oden ni haa
tp tk kena teruk.
pngws je yg kena teruk
ohh fyi, aku ponteng pegi library ehh
haaa, tp sebelum tu pergi TTC (terengganu trade centre)
sebab hntar assgnmnt, untuk SEM(schoolwide enrichment module) project.
hahh, hemm. tp tkde gmba semalam la
camera habis bateri. pft

ohh, takut takut internet putus lagi,
so, kalau tk update lame tu, faham faham jela
ala lagipun manade org bace pon *wink*
bobaii c(;

demam af part 3

2009-05-16T18:02:00.000-07:00

OMG aku dh penat ckp pasal af
haha tp pasal af ni buat aku ketawe
haha sbb tu tulis jugak
hahah gila
well, smlm lepas hafiz (google sendiri) menang
haha okay i adoreeeeee him
hahah ye ye aku pn tgk jugak af ok
haha cuma tk minat laa
haa gitu
ahh, oh semalam. haa
pukul 00.24 a.m
aih, ade lah manusia gila yg kurindu ni
call tgh tgh mlm semate mate nk ckp aril tk menang
wey, aku tgk ah
tkpayah ckp byk.
haha
ohh ohh ginilah

illia : awk dh tido? awk tgh buat ape?
dyah : belum tido lg, tgh tgk tv
ilia : tgk chnel ape?
dyah : ria
illia : oh, eh tgk AF tk td?
dyah : tgk sekejap je, mama dgn pk mi and nain tgk bola
illia : oh yeke eh awakkk! asal aril tk menang?
dyah : baguslahh HAHA
illia : awk tau tk ape, sy minat gila kt dia, sy smpai vote vote dia byk kali
dyah : you what?
illia : vote dia, sy sukaaa gila dia. haha
dyah : Ya Rabbi, semangat gila ko ni
illia : alaaaaaaaa teruk sgt ke?
dyah : ye teruk teruk sgt, haihh
illia : ok. hahah *speechless lh tu*

illia : kenape awk tk suka aril?

dyah : sebab dia perasan hot

illia : taklah manade. hmm

dyah : ok, dia tak *malas gaduh mlm mlm

*then kita ckp ckp blablabla pasal benda lain la pulak hee :p

haha then, lima minit kemudian...

*tuinggggg*
(1 new message)
from - muadzin (adik illia)
she's using her brothr's cellphne

inbox - "awk tlg tulis kt myspace awk, sepanjang sy tk online ni, Ainul Illia Loves Khairul Azam Pilus. Letak kt general ke mana2 lah. Tulis yg gede. Sory dh terlamapu koya dh ni. lantaklah. i just love him gila babeng dh ni. waa! sinting lebih"

couple minutes later..
*tuingggg*
(1 new message)
from - muadzin

inbox - "sory slh eja nama aril td, Ainul Illia Loves Khairil Azam Pilus. hee td salah eja Khairul. jgn marah o nurhidayah"

HAHAHAHAHA andddd sbg seorg sepupy yg baik,
sy buat arahan dia.
tk prcye?
view my myspace profilee la dengggg :p

ok, nah gmbar aril

ahha, tht's all fr now. nak keluaaa :)
bobaiiii c(:

demam af part 2

2009-05-16T05:44:00.000-07:00

post pertama :

HAHA bahaya ni

sumpahh sumpah bahaya

hahah

semata mata nk tgk af
smpai nk pegi rumah nenek ouu

hahah

sbb rumah ni, ade org tgk bola,

patutla.

haih patutnye, tkpayah la kejam sgt
bg jela diorg tgk af tu

haihh

HAHAH

nk berkejar ke rumahh nenek ni

teman kan kakak je ehh.

setengah jam kemudian...

post kedua:

oh tk jd la pergi rumah nenek

haha sbb bola dh habis

so, kite tk pegi la

kite tgk kt rumah je

and tau tk ape,

my sis marah gila sbb i malas sgt nk pegi rumah nenek

hahah oh and fyi, she's the biggest fan of akim

hahah lawakk.
haa tk prcaya?

nah bukti ;

teruk gmbar akim dikerjakan. haihhh
oh nama kakak sy, nadirah aisha and she's 17 :)

ha sudah, habis dh, bobaiii c(;

4cendikia menang award duhh :p

2009-05-14T19:22:00.000-07:00

terror jugekkk ye kitorg
bolehla ni book kerja cleaner
tkpon gnti je cleanr sekolah
dtg sklh nk melawa buat ape
haaa kitorg ni
at least bersihh jugk sekolah
haha dh bukan cita cita sy ok.
haahah ahh bangga gila

&& hadiah nye :

1) biskut butter
2) satu balang biskut coklat + kacang
3) piala lah

hahah lawakk gila
tp tkpe lah
dpt jugak, alhamdulillah.
HAHAH :p
thhks to
(a)sharifah nur adyani - ketua
(b)mastura muhammad- ketua kebersihan
(c)nurhidayah hosni - ketua keceriaan *ehem ehem*

hah ok thts all fr today. bobaiii :)

hebat orang ni haha

2009-05-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

ahha, nk tau tk, dr petang td kan
i keep wtching ths video on and on
haha gila sungguh sungguh gila
nah tengok

haha hebatt nye lah, suka uhh aku tgk
ahh okay bobaii, nk tgk keliwon ni. haha ohh wait
try this :

http://www.gemintang.com/misteri_di_balik_lagu_samson.php
*copy and paste on differet tab and let me know afterwrds.*
THANK YOU to zynie yg baik hati kasi video ni. mesti best punya ;p
LY, bobaii x)

bad luck? hell yes!

2009-05-13T03:20:00.000-07:00

oh, ive been sck fr about two weeks tau tk?
do you hv any idea how suffr i am?
ahah. you sure dont.
hm, suara makin sengau *ang ang*
haha hingus makin byk
ahh tension nye
ahh and i gt headache every evening snce the past cple weeks.
sedihh doe. hmm :(
kan bagus boleh baik
dh lama tk kelua.

hmm, ohh dhla last strday i went to lbrary
igt nk stdy lah sikit kan, so i invited nadia jugak.
TAPI, lbrary tutup like tiba tiba
last last tk dpt jumpa hmm.
gosh im crving to meet my nadia -,-
kenapa semuaaa ni? semua benda tk jadi.
GAHHHH
i) sakit masa exam,
ii) tk boleh kelua

its just a bad luck of mine kot. hm
nvm lah, nk mkn ubat nk mkn ubat! :p
doakan sy sihat ye
thank you. bobaiiii c(:

demam af? duhh -,-

2009-05-12T00:24:00.000-07:00

OMG, pagi td dtg dtg sekolah, semua org ckp 'awok awok'
wth! ape dh jd ni?
so i ws like buat tk kisah jelah
tp, smpai tengahari diorg buat bunyi same
ahh tension gila
dhla exam sejarah wuuu!

lima minit kemudian...

dyah : mende korg ni awok awok?
shahida : aril masuk balik!
dyah : duhh, gay nye die kan?
dhla belagak, tp dia famous.
shhida : dyah, bkpe dyah tk suka aril?
dyah : aril perasan dia hot.

(kami mula brckp pasal AF walaupun sy tk suka AF *demam AF*)

kesimpulan nya-
aku yg tk suka pon boleh jd 'ter'ckp pasal AF
*terus tutup buku ckp pasal af*
hebat penangan nya. ahh
p/s: jgn ckp tk suka, nti malu je mcm sy xD

Kisah Bulan May

2009-05-07T17:50:00.000-07:00

banyak sub- topic ni , haha :)

May 1:

WANNURANIS

atau anis je,

dia ckp nk pindah selangor.
ala nis,

tkpayah lah.

hm, duduk je sini.
tapi kanm ape boleh buat. hm
we'll miss you syg x)

anis sayangg dyah dok?

hahah

May 2:

oh, ni paling happy and paling berdebar debar KOT.
i met zura, bestest friend lah dulu(2007-2008)
hm, we had a fight sikit. terus renggang,
gah, nasib lah ade penyampain hadiah hari khamis(30 April) tu
dpt lah tgk zura kejap.
then, terkejut jugak lah sbb dia panggil aku kan, haa
tapi, aku tk pegi ah kt dia.
hm, tktau kenapa :(
hm, dia bagi smpul surat kt dyla suruh bg kt aku.
rupa rupanya dia ajak pegi kakak dia kawin.
so, aku pegi lah and kitorg ckp okay je.
mak aku pon jumpa lah kwn sekolah dia dulu, mak zura :p
lawak gila, haha. tktau ape yg lawak.

oh, i met syzwan jugak kt situ. and his totally lovely kakak yg baik hati gila.
hah syzwan sepupu zura.
SYAZWAN, aku mcm suka dia tp aku mcm bia lah, biaselah tu.
gitulah :p
hahha done.

May 4:

fadhila's birthday
hah, kali ni,

aku suka,

sebab aku yang plan sekali
so rasa berharga lah

sebab mase birthday umi,

aku tk pergi x)
to dilalannn syg,

HAHA happy brthday

semoga cepat jumpa jdoh ye.

jgn la ambik si sabasun tu kalau ye pon dsperte gila ye?

HAHAHA kesiannn :p

May 10:
a)hari ibu

*Puan Rohaida, you're the best. ibu, iloveyou.
mintk ampun denggg kalau terslh silap tu eh?
HAHA oh ibu, nk hndhne baru?
boleh? haha

b)birthday adilah aisha hosni(kakla)

oleh kerana anda di kuantan, belajar lah sgt kan.
HAHA
okay
happy birthday kakla,
ily mwamwa <3>

question: pegi pizza tk dgn mantaraman?

HAHAH selokkkk!

(c)happy anvrsary to :

encik hosni mokhtar & puan Rohaida Abd Rahman

ily both mwamwa <3

*byk gila peristiwa penting(konon) dlm satu hari ni. hahh lelah beli hadiah.*

HAHA

May 11 :

mid-year examination.
OMG dg nk periksa? mati aku mati. haha
baru baru ni dpt keputusan kan, setara 2
dapat 2 A je ohhh. sedih gila.
tkpe tkpe, usaha tangga kejayaan, tk gitu?
HAHAHHA :p

ok sudah habis, bobaii <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UMI

2009-04-24T00:03:00.001-07:00

ohh yeahhh mesti best kan korang sambut birthday?
hah well, tanpa aku!
sedih betul.
haha sedang aku terpekik terlolong bace speech gila tu,
korang dalam kelas makan kek!
wahhh bapak kejammm! :p
sedihh huahuahua.
ahahha tp tkpe, well umi
semoga anda lebih matangg gahhh!
&& aku mintk maaf gila busy sgt wey,
korang tau kan teacher dok asyik 'tekan dada' aku
dah dua minggu gini kan
well, aku rindu korangs semuaaaaa ! haaaa
lepas hari sabtu ni, boleh dohla lepas same. gahh
wey smbut smbut gok,
dtg ohh sbtu ni tgk akuu, okayy?-PROMOTE WEY!
*wink wink*

UMI SAYANG DAYAH dokk? HA HA HA

जोदोह्लाह तू बोदोह!

2009-04-17T20:24:00.000-07:00

Kau memang lucu

Kau pasti - manusia yang bertahun tahun kau kasih ini akan jadi milikkau?
Kau pasti - manusia yang berbulan bulan kautunang ini akan jadi milikkau?
Kau pasti - manusia yang berminggu minggu kaunikah ini sudah jadi milikkau?

jangan jenaka

Kauikat dia - kau fikir dia apa?
anjing?objek?

Kauikat dia - kau ingat kau siapa?
Ibu bapa? tuhan?

Kauikat dia - kausedar kau dan dia siapa?
Kedua dua asalnya satu,tanah

entah entah itu - manusia yang kau benci itu yang akan kau kasih

entah entah itu - kawan karib kau itu yang akan kautunang

entah entah itu lelaki yang beristeri itu yang akan kaunikah

ini jodoh,bodoh
bukan alat kawalan jauh

kau boleh mengusul sejuta rancangan
senaraikannya berjela jla hingga jadi tebal,sebal,bebal
tapi yang meluluskan struktur pelan,Dia

kau boleh cemburu membabi buta
dan tanam cip mikro dalam kepala otaknya tapi kemudian aku tanya, kepala otak siapa yang rosak sebenarnya?

yang digarikan itu tangan
yang dicincinkan itu jari

bukan nyawa
bukan hati

ini jodoh,bodoh

UNTUK FIFYILOVEYOU gituuu :p

SEKOLAH PELIK

2009-04-08T01:02:00.000-07:00

okay, harini jom kita ngumpat lah kan. pernah denga ke sekolah yang tak boleh bukak kipas sebelum pukul 9. mmg sakit hati. oyeahhh dia nak jimat elektrik, tapi masalahnya cikgu cikgu bersejuk dalam air-cond sedang anak anak murid diorang kepanasann terketar ketar bontot dalam kelas. Ya Rabbi, sabarjelahhh oihh. kan kan kan? siapa setuju sekolah ni pelik? angkat tangan, tolong. *earth hour lah konon, taik tongga* tolong lah bayangkan, koperasi dengan air-cond tapi dlm kelas TAK BOLEH bukak kipas pon. haihh. hello, sekolah untuk murid murid, bukan untuk pekerja koperasi kan? FIKIRKAN

kedua, sukan. mana ada sekolah TANPA sukan, kan murid murid. okayy, tkpe tkpe, buku je diorg bagi, pernah belajar ke? OHH TIDAK SEKALI. sedih, baju sukan warna oren menyerlah gila, beli bagai nak rak sebab mereka sangka akan ada sukan, tapi? TAHIKKK nye kan? HA HA HA.

ketiga, makanan di kantin. semua semua org, pernah ke tgk pinggan sekecik tapak tangan? HA HA HA mmg benar. nasik atau pon makanan makanan, pekerja kantin hanya akan letak sesenduk je untuk budak budak makan. Ya Allah, kau bukalah hati mereka untuk melihat kami kami yang berlapar ni. haihh. sedihhh ohh. kan kan?

okay lagi, pengawas. haa ni mmg satu tradisi kot, pelajar biase tkkan suka pengawas. sebab, pengawas punya tudung pendek, ohh takpe tkpe je. kalau murid murid, pengawas akan cakap " awak, tukarlah tudung, kecik ni" haaa, kau same je dgn cleaner sekolah tu weyy, tk buat kerja yg sepatutnya. cleaner hanya buat lawa je kt sekolah.

DEAR puan pengetua, tolonglah dengar rintihan kami para pelajar ni. TERIMA KASIH.

:)